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The activist killed in Tahrir Square on Jan. 25 was a poet—here’s one of her works

By Shaimaa El-Sabbagh
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Shaimaa El-Sabbagh, the activist who was shot dead at a rally in Tahrir Square on Jan. 25, was also a poet. Here is one of her works, translated into English by Maged Zaher.

مش عارفة

هيَّ صحيح مش أكتر من شنطة

بس لما ضاعت كان فيه مشكلة

إزاي أواجه العالم من غيرها

خصوصًا

والشوارع حافظانا سوا

المحلات عارفاها أكتر مني

إكمن هيَّ اللي بتحاسب

عارفة ريحة عرقي وحابّاها

عارفة المواصلات

وعاملة علاقة مع السواقين

حافظة الأجرة

ودايمًا جراب للفكّة

مرّة اشتريت برفان ما عجبهاش

كبّته كله ورفضت إني أستعمله

على فكرة

هيَّ كمان بتحب عيلتي

ودايما كانت شايلة صورة

لكل واحد بتحبه

ياترى هيَّ عاملة إيه دلوقت

حاسّة بالخوف!

قرفانة من ريحة عرق حد ما تعرفهوش!

متضايقة من الشوارع الجديدة!

لو وقفت على محل من المحلات اللي روحناها سوا

هتعجبها نفس الحاجة!

على العموم هيَّ معاها مفتاح الشقة

وانا مستنياها.

A letter in my purse

I am not sure


Truly, she was nothing more than just a purse


But when lost, there was a problem


How to face the world without her


Especially


Because the streets remember us together


The shops know her more than me


Because she is the one who pays


She knows the smell of my sweat and she loves it


She knows the different buses


And has her own relationship with their drivers


She memorizes the ticket price


And always has the exact change


Once I bought a perfume she didn’t like


She spilled all of it and refused to let me use it


By the way


She also loves my family


And she always carried a picture


Of each one she loves

What might she be feeling right now


Maybe scared?


Or disgusted from the sweat of someone she doesn’t know


Annoyed by the new streets?


If she stopped by one of the stores we visited together


Would she like the same items?


Anyway, she has the house keys


And I am waiting for her

This post originally appeared at Arablit.org. The arabic version is from Kataba.org.

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